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It doesn't take an empty room to make you feel alone. It doesn't take people leaving you to feel left out. Sometimes, you just don't feel good. And then it'll go away. But in the mean time, you'll get entries like these. Important things doesn't go on Twitter. Not on blog either. Important things go to somewhere isolated. Secured. Can't be breached. Sometimes, important things go to people that can be trusted. Different important things go to different people that can be trusted. Like recycled materials. All the recycled materials can be recycled, but they are categorized differently. Or something like that. For me, important things go into writings. That no one else can read. Ha ha. Even if you have THAT person that you can tell and whine and speak everything that is on your mind, would they listen every single time? Tak menyirap ka setiap kali whine about almost the same thing. If I don't whine, I don't whine at all. But if I do, might be the s

I don't know if this love is going to last or if it's eternal or if it's my happy ending but at the time being, this love is what I want to protect. You know how jewelry stores showcase their most valuable jewelry inside a glass box with extra protection? That's how I guard my love. Sorry if you're suffocating. Thank you for making me happy at times. And thank you for making me miserable too, as it reminds me that nothing last and nothing is perfect & we have to deal with it. Thank you for letting me be me. Thank you for loving me the way I am. I know I am very, very irrational and childish at times. I whine, I cry, I get upset over the smallest things possible and I seem weak when I'm by your side. Just like how we whine at our mothers when we're young for comfort, I'm doing it with you, now.  Till death do us part. 

Hello. The main reason I wanna be rich is because I wanna buy all the things I want. And to buy things I think my loved ones will love. And to be like comfortable. You know, all the sort. But I think, most people wanna be rich too because.. then we can do charity. Kan? With everything I read, see, heard.. I think charity is something that is just.. inhumane if you have the heart to ignore it. If you're capable if doing so la. If you yourself is a charity case (like me = student = no money ha ha), different story. Remember, you may not get back what you give here but at the very least, it'll give your soul a boost.

Hello. It's been ages. The interval between every entry is ages and ages. So.. nothing surprising here. I'm in Politeknik Sultan Haji Ahmad Shah Kuantan, taking Diploma in Mechanical Engineering. Things are definitely getting better. The only thing is I now start to know the feeling of missing my families. Probably not gonna update anything, anytime soon. Maybe after a few months. Haha. So see you later losah. But I'm on Twitter almost ALL the freaking time. Or atleast more than I want to be there so yeah, here's my twithandle .

Hello. So you know, I have like 2 girls who had been my friends since I'm 13 and they're more than just friends now. We had sooooo many fights I don't think I can keep track and I'm not even going to. And you know that you're doing something right in this friendship you're created when people are trying to pry you away from each other, trying to break the friendship you got. We got through, scathed  but still alive. I don't call them by special names. We don't have tons of pictures together like all the other girls do. Our lives don't revolve only around each other's. We may not know each other's deepest secret. We may sometimes talk behind each other's back (for a REALLY good reason I hope). And we sometimes just go our own way. But  the most important thing is.. I know that they got my back if I need them and I got their's. No conversation for one whole week but if one of us need any of us, we'll be there. Nah. Cheers for 5 goin

Hello. I left my blog for ages and ages. I stopped and haven't got the mood or I think I have lost my mojo in making blog entries. Like seriously it's like lost, trapped somewhere and ain't coming back ever. But I decided to start blogging again. I mean try. Try to blog again. Surprisingly, quite a few number of people are asking me about my deserted blog. I am sooooo flattered! Thank you so much for reading my crap of a writing. And reaching for me when I stopped making entries. I never knew people are really reading my entries. Tehee. Okay. I should stop before I exceed the limit of taking compliments. I could be so full of myself you wouldn't believe it. This entry won't be a good one as I'm still getting the hang of making entries again. I would just say what had been going on lately. One thing you would all know is that I had got my SPM result. Other than that, been going out with friends and stuff like that. Will talk about all of 'em

SUKA - Perasaan yang wujud dalam diri semua orang. Kita akan suka pada seseorang itu jika dia telah membuatkan kita gembira atau menyenangkan hati kita walaupun orang itu belum kita kenali sepenuhnya. MINAT - Perasaan suka yang mendalam hingga timbulnya rasa minat pada seseorang dan sebolehnya cuba mengikuti setiap perkembangan dirinya dan ingin mendekatinya. SAYANG - Perasaan minat pada tahap luarbiasa hingga wujudnya rasa sayang dan merasa terlalu kasih pada seseorang itu hingga sanggup melakukan apa saja untuknya dan sentiasa memberi perhatian yang lebih padanya. CINTA - Perasaan sayang yang keterlaluan hingga lahirnya rasa cinta lalu meletakkan seseorang itu di tempat yang paling istimewa dalam hatinya dan sentiasa menganggap orang itu adalah yang pertama dan terakhir dalam hidupnya. Pengertiannya terlalu suci dan luhur. Cinta bukanlah paksaan kerana ia adalah kombinasi rasa suka, minat dan sayang. Matlamatnya cuma satu....kaulah segalanya.

Hello. Tahu tak sekarang banyak gileeee masalah yang ada kan. Kalau dalam sehari tu tak ada masalah, memang tak sah. The thing is, ada masalah yang patut diambil berat, ada yang tak. Takkan nyamuk gigit pun kau nak buat entry dekat blog kan? Takkan phone battery habis pun kau nak riuh dekat Facebook padahal charger ada kat sebelah. Takkan boyfriend tak text sehari kau nak nangis sebaldi padahal bukannya kalau dia takda kau mati. Takkan ex-boyfriend dah tak dapat perempuan yang dia nak, kau suka then kena buat novel pulak. HAHAHA. Yang tu kejam :D It all seem trivial. I mean, aku pun pernah jugak teriak teriak sebab benda trivial macam ni. Ha, bukan aku tak pernah. Sebab aku pernah la aku kata benda ni trivial. Love. Puppy love je haa. I'm into you doesn't mean I want to be with you. Bukan nak kata baguih sangat dok main perasaan orang. Tapi seriously, I'm like what? 18? Apaaaaa lah sangat yang aku tau kan? Hahahaha. You will face loads of rejection as you go up the stages o

SETIALAH PADA CINTA <3 Seindah pelangi asmara Menghias taman cinta kita Biarpun sekian lama Tak terpadam cinta Ku genggam janji cinta kita Tak akan ku mengingkarinya Berpada kasih ke akhirnya Hanya Tuhan saja penentunya [*]  Ku hulurkan tangan tanda kasih Di dalamnya ada rasa rindu Mekar bunga cinta dalam hati Hanyalah untukmu [**]  Setialah pada janji kekasih Moga cinta kan bersemi terpatri Dan pergilah onak duri Tabahlah kau menghadapi [***]  Andainya masa diizinkan Tuhan Kan ku bina mahligai indah bersama Hanyalah engkau seorang Untuk selamanya Repeat [*], [**] & [***] Seindah pelangi asmara Menghias taman cinta kita Biarpun sekian lama Tak terpadam cinta Yang menyala…

Hello. Aku ada theory yang mengatakan kalau bukak lampu cerah waktu tidur, akan lebih senang untuk kalian bangun dari tidur yakni tak akan melengah-lengahkan masa untuk bangun dari tidur. Ha, memang betul pun theory ni sebab aku berpegang teguh dengan theory ni. Kalau waktu hari minggu slash hari kena bangun awal untuk ke sekolah, aku tak akan tidur menggunakan night-light @ lampu oren yang malap, romantik dan akan menghasilkan ilusi menampakkan kulit halus mulus licin takda pimple bila tengok cermin, so jangan make-up bila bukak lampu oren tu, believe me. Kalau waktu hari sekolah, aku tidur bukak lampu biasa, cerah cerah cerah. Sebab aku dah biasa tidur guna lampu cerah, ehem, dulu-penakut-ya-rabbi-sekarang-pun-takut-tapi-dah-kureng-tapi-kalau-ajak-tengok-movie-seram-aku-number-satu-lah. Senang sikit nak bangun. And laagi satu, lagi kureng kesejukan air-cond, lagi senang jugak nak bangun. Aku kalau tidur, bukak air-cond sampai 16 celcius oookay. Memang kalau tak set time

BF  : Sayang,  Nape sayang ni seksi sgt? Tudung pun tak pakai. Baju pun muat2 badan jer.  GF  : Ala abg. Tak kan abg tak suke sayang seksi  kot? Semua ni utk abg la. Kan cantik ni. BF  : tapi tak akan kalau lepas kahwin pun sayang nak pakai macam ni gak? Abg mengaku, dulu memang abg suke  sayang sebab sayang pandai bergaya, seksi.. semua kawan2 cemburu sebab abg dapat sayang. Tap sekarang  abg tak mahula tak tutup aurat. Abg nk isteri yg menjaga maruahnya . GF : Ala abg, Tak apela nanti lepas kahwin sayang  janji sayang pakai tudung mcm yg abg nak. Sayang akan tutup aurat ek.  BF  : Abg tak mahu la sayang tutup aurat sebab abg bukan sebab niat sayang sendiri. Klau macam tu, tak ade guna la sayang tutup aurat nanti. sayang mesti ikhlas tutup aurat kearna Allah bukan kerana abg. Abg minta maaf la sayang, tapi abg rase kita kena putus. Abg dah wat keputusan.  GF  : Sampai hati abg wat camni kat sayang. Sayang sanggup wat pe saje untuk abg tapi  ni yg abg balas. BF

Pernahkan anda tertanya-tanya kenapa seorang perempuan  menangis hanya kerana seorang lelaki? Mungkin sebab anda sudah terbiasa dengan auta bahawa perempuan memang suka menangis... Seorang perempuan takkan menangis dengan mudah, tetapi hanya apabila dia mula menyintai anda, dia mula merendahkan egonya untuk anda semata-mata kerana anda. ... ... Apabila dia menangis di hadapan anda, Apabila dia menangis kerana anda, Pandanglah matanya, Bolehkan anda rasakan apa yang dia rasa? Pernahkah anda CUBA untuk memahami apa yang dia rasa? Fikirkan… Berbaloikah dia menangis, Dihadapan anda, Hanya kerana anda? Dia menangis bukan kerana dia lemah, Dia menangis bukan kerana dia kasihan atau simpati, Dia menangis, Kerana dia tidak lagi mampu untuk menangis didalam hati, Kesedihan yang dirasainya menjadi semakin berat untuk disimpan. Guys, Cuba ambil masa untuk berfikir, Jika si dia menangis hanya kerana anda, Mungkin sudah tiba masanya anda fikir kembali di mana silap anda, Kerana hanya anda tah

Hello! It's 143, and it's my birthday! Happy Eighteenth to me. May I have a great life onwards. May all the people around me open their heart and mind and not be so kampung and close-minded. May they change their way of thinking and seeing things because I'm scared that they will crash into pieces in the real world. I hope they don't think that the world is all rainbows, unicorns and colourful candies. I hope they won't get a psychological attack when they see that the world is also contaminated by monsters, dark clouds and ugly truths. May they learn that everybody make mistakes and it's not their right to judge people, because as 'great' as they are, they are only human beings. May all of them learn all of that now because I don't want them to learn it the hard way. May the people around me be blessed with open-mindedness and the gift of acceptant and realization.  May all of them stop being bitchy without no particular