No one will understand. So you'll just be there. Trapped, in your own thoughts. Tossing and turning at night. Trying to be free. A prisoner, to your own mind.
How scary is it, when you look into your future, nothing is certain. You don't know how you're going to end up. You don't know what you want to do. But even more scary, if you visualize your future and you see the person that you have now, in it. That you want that person, those people, in your future. You don't even know if THEY want to be in your future. Yet you hope they will.